Forgive me so.

Forgive me so.
Forgive me here. Forgive me now.
Forgive me today. Forgive me tomorrow.
Forgive me never, because never is never too late.

I stood behind you and never faced you.
I stood behind you and held a knife.
I stood behind you and stabbed you in the back.
I stood behind you when all along I should have stood beside you.

Forgive me so.
Forgive me for a minute. Forgive me forever.
Forgive me at breakfast. Forgive me for all three meals.
Forgive me at the start line. Forgive me at the finish line.

You say you forgive me.
You say it so well.
You say it with a smile.
You say to me forget about it.

You forgave me so.
You forgave me for a week. You forgave me for a month.
You forgave me but we do not speak. You forgave me but we are not friends.
You forgave me but it will never be the same. You forgave me but never is never too late.

I stood behind the mirror but all I saw was the knife.
I stood behind the mirror but all I saw was a liar and an enemy.
I stood behind the mirror but all I saw was regret.
I stood behind the mirror and I did not see us beside each other.

I cannot forgive myself so.
I cannot forgive myself here. I cannot forgive myself now.
I cannot forgive myself today. I cannot forgive myself tomorrow.
But never is never too late.

Forgiving myself is the hardest part.
Forgetting is even harder sometimes.
Having a grudge is difficult to bear.
Letting go seems almost impossible.
But never is never too late.

So forgive others so.
Forgive yourself so.
Forget about it and move on.
Because I think it's time to let go.

Love and Happiness *Al Green voice*

     Everyone wants to be happy because it is one of life's greatest feelings. Everyone wants to be loved and adored by someone who understands them and cares for them. Falling in love with someone is one of life's treasures, because everyone wants to find love. When a person loves another person sparks fly and happiness for both people are achieved. A reason that love is important for all is because love creates passion which gives a person purpose to love another. When a person cares for another they will be willing to do the unthinkable and go to the beyond for their loved one. This gives the person a purpose, a purpose to protect, a purpose to love, and thus creates the greatest happiness with that person. Another reason love is significant is because love is kind and love is patient. When a person loves another they understand each other, are kind out of their heart, and patient with who their companion may be. This feeling is what everyone wants to feel someday and to have a person that is patient with them. Love is also important because without love for anything there is only hatred left which brings sorrow. Love brings happiness, because when loving someone it makes us smile. A final reason for love being important is that everyone wants to feel secure and feel needed. Everyone wants to be there for someone and to understand someone. People may not feel like they want to care for others or seem like they do not want to but everyone wants these feelings. I personally have never felt the feeling of love. I have family and friends that love me as I love them, but I have never had a companion or boyfriend to love. Sometimes I think that will never happen because I am just me and that is all I will ever be. Besides love is a gushy mess, love is overrated and overexposed, and I also have my love for video games and that is all I need. (Not really).

Accept me or Reject Me?

       Rejection. Rejection is something that happens to everyone at some point in their lives. It is a feeling of hurt when it happens to someone, because you want to be accepted and not excluded in a group or in a person's life. Rejection also hurts because everyone wants have the approval of others, because everyone wants someone special in their lives. Everyone wants to feel as if they are not alone in the world, and that they have someone to lean on. Everyone wants to be apart of something and be around people that accept them for who they are.
     When others reject someone they should do it in a nice way or respectful way no matter how much you do not like that person. When others reject someone and they are rude and cruel it is wrong, because that person is shunned and all they will be struck with unhappiness. Rejecting someone like this could be a form a of bullying and bullying usually starts with a group or person not accepting someone else for just being themselves.
    People deal with rejection in their own way and the way some are affected is always different. Some may try to ignore it and shut it out of their minds but that is always difficult to do no matter what the situation is. Others may accept the rejection and move on with their lives because they know things will get better and they will find someone that accepts them for who they are. But sometimes there are others that cannot deal with the rejection they have experienced and they shut down and it dwells over them like a grey cloud of sadness and depression, because they think no one will accept them for who they are. I know it may seem like there is no one that will accept them, but they will find people that accept them for who they are. I am living proof of this.
    I know what it is like to be rejected and bullied, because it has happen to me plenty of times before. I know it hurts it for a while and a while may seem long, but I kept my head up and I know it's hard to accept but it's the only way to get through. I found people that accept me for who I am and that never rejected me and approved of my personality. It may have taken some time but there were people that would care about me and accept me and not push me away. I am really thankful for my true friends that I have today because without them I would be lost.